爱是什么？
转眼三个月又过去了。我依然深深爱着我的小猫，也开始喜欢上一个人。
喜欢一个人的感觉很好，也不太好。
爱是什么？
是孤独生活中的必需品，还是丰富生活里的调味剂？
又或者，是喜欢一个人时那种患得患失的心情？
最近，我喜欢上了一个男生。这个时代，“正常”的男生似乎越来越少了。
而我所说的“正常”，是指不吸毒、没有不良嗜好、自律、有追求，并且愿意喜欢普通女孩的人。
我开始变得有些患得患失。
一个人生活的时候，其实也很好，很平静。
但一旦和异性有了接触，就容易开始胡思乱想。
我希望自己可以变得富有，拥有健康，拥有爱（包括自爱），拥有更多的精力和一颗感恩的心。
不管未来还能走多远，我都想带着我的猫，去看看这个世界——看看大海，看看群山。
Another three months have passed.
I still deeply love my cat, and now, I’ve also started to like someone.
Liking someone feels wonderful — and also a little unsettling.
What is love?
Is it a necessity in a lonely life, or just a seasoning in an already fulfilling one?
Or is it the constant uncertainty and overthinking that comes with caring about someone?
Recently, I’ve developed feelings for a man.
In this day and age, “normal” men seem rare.
To me, “normal” means someone who doesn’t use drugs, has no bad habits, is self-disciplined, driven, and appreciates an ordinary girl.
I find myself becoming a bit anxious.
When I’m alone, life feels calm and stable.
But once I start connecting with someone, I begin to overthink everything.
I want to become someone who is financially secure, healthy, and full of love — including self-love.
I want more energy, and a heart that knows gratitude.
No matter how long I have in this life, I want to take my cat to see the world — the ocean, the mountains, and everything beyond.